When I first, entered the room, I was like I shouldn't have come here. I've already experienced this anyway. but after a few minutes, I began to regret what I just said.
Me and my classmates' were asked to form a circle, and answer this question: What is the most important relationship in your life? I looked all around me and began to notice that my classmates eyes are beginning to become more and more teary just because of thinking of this freaking question.
When my classmates begin to share their stories, I can't help but pity and envy them. Well. . . . I know everyone can understand I would pity them, but Envy?! I mean, who would want to feel all the pain that they felt?But,Newsflash everyone: I would. Now, the million-dollar question would be why?
I don't envy them because of what they've been through. . . . . I envy them because they become stronger and stronger.
I see their experiences as wounds. As time goes buy, they heal. And then They become more and more stronger. That's why I envy them, they become more aware of what mistakes they did, and they try to avoid it. They make sure the wounds heal. Then they learn.
Just like them, I get wounds too. But unlike them, it doesn't heal. Unlike them, I don't get scars to remind me of what I've learned. Unlike them, I continue to bleed, Thus I never heal.
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